What is Narcissistic Rage?

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Narcissistic rage is an episode of intense anger, aggression, and manipulative behavior.

Narcissistic rage occurs when a narcissist feels out of control or senses they’re losing power.

Their rage can occur quickly or gradually. Although it often feels unpredictable, some people can spot patterns within a narcissistic rage cycle.

A raging narcissist is nonsensical and only focused on protecting their own ego. They will do whatever it takes to reestablish a sense of safety for themselves, even if that comes at the expense of others.

What Is Narcissistic Rage

This article will discuss what triggers narcissistic rage, common narcissistic rage examples, and how you should respond if you feel caught in the crossfire.

What is Narcissistic Rage?

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Narcissistic rage happens when a narcissist faces a real or perceived threat to their self-image.

When their own behavior is confronted (or their false self is exposed), they have no defense.

Because they can’t easily control their emotions, they implode on themselves or explode on others.

Narcissistic rage comes in many forms, but angry outbursts are the most common reaction.

When a narcissist’s inflated sense of self-worth is attacked, they project their fear, shame, or guilt onto others. They often become indignant in their efforts to “be right” or “win” in a particular situation.

Consider reading: How to deal with Narcissistic Rage?

Signs of Narcissistic Rage

What does narcissistic rage look like? There isn’t a single image for it. Narcissistic rage comes in various forms, including any type of physical or verbal abuse.

Sometimes it doesn’t even look like direct anger- this type of rage can look like extreme jealousy, controlling behaviors, shame spirals, or even intense sadness.

Suddenly Withdrawing

The silent treatment is a typical sign of passive narcissistic rage. You can tell that something is wrong, but you may not know what, and the narcissist won’t give you the satisfaction of telling you the problem.

This kind of stonewalling is by design. The narcissist wants you to feel anxious and guilty, and they will seemingly enjoy you checking in on them to ensure they’re okay.

Here are some of the most common narcissistic rage signs:

Blaming You for Everything

Blaming You for Everything

It’s all your fault! You don’t love me. You never understand what I need. You’re the sick one here!

If the narcissist is directing all blame onto you, that’s a sign they’re in a narcissistic rage episode.

They can’t think rationally or consider their part in their dynamic. Instead, it’s easier for them to focus on why you’re causing issues (even if you haven’t done anything wrong).

Mean Sarcasm

Narcissists will sometimes disguise their rage by trying to be funny. This sets up a perfect stage for gaslighting.

If you get offended, they can gaslight you by saying that you don’t know how to take a joke or that you always take things too literally.

Threatening You

Threatening You

I’m not even sure I want to stay with you anymore.

I need to leave the house and spend some time thinking about whether this relationship is working for me.

I’m going to tell your mom who you really are.

Some narcissists will rage by threatening to leave you, hurt you, or otherwise cause problems.

This is a way to induce fear and maintain a sense of power. They want you to feel threatened, and they also want you to quickly apologize for whatever they think you did wrong.

Calling You Names or Criticizing You

It can seem like a narcissist has no filter when they’re in the middle of an angry outburst.

They’ll attack your moral character and emotionally hit you where it hurts the most.

If you’ve ever opened up about something vulnerable (like mental health issues), you can expect that sensitive topic to be the target of the narcissist’s rage.

Narcissists love to learn other people’s weaknesses and vulnerabilities to later exploit them.

Self-Harm or Substance Use

Self-Harm or Substance Use

Some narcissists turn their narcissistic rage inward. If they struggle with addiction (as many narcissists do), this is when they’re most likely to engage in their habit.

It’s how they have learned to cope with their emotional dysfunction and unstable sense of self.

This poses significant problems for loved ones. They often feel responsible for preventing the narcissist from getting upset, and then they sometimes blame themselves when a relapse occurs.

Cutting Someone Off Completely

During a moment of explosive rage, a narcissist might decide to end a relationship altogether.

Sometimes they go back on their word later, but other times, this represents their final discard.

If you pay close attention, you’ll see that most people with pathological narcissism have a history of unstable relationships and estrangements.

Physical Aggression

Physical Aggression

Some narcissists react to losing control by becoming physically dangerous toward other people or objects.

For example, they might throw their phone across the room if they come home to their child crying. Or, they might push their spouse after having a bad phone call with their mother.

Physical aggression is always dangerous, and it generally escalates.

That means, even if they aren’t being physically aggressive toward you yet, there’s a good chance they could reach that point if provoked.

Passive Aggression

I’m fine. I don’t know what you’re talking about.

I’m not angry. I’m perfectly calm.

Many narcissists become passive-aggressive when experiencing narcissistic rage.

This is another way they maintain a sense of control in a situation. Instead of acknowledging their feelings or needs, they create situations where other people have to guess what’s going on.

Smearing Your Reputation

Smearing Your Reputation

A narcissist might react to being angry by trying to ruin your reputation. This is a form of sophisticated bullying, and the narcissist’s main goal is to convince other people that you’re the bad person.

They’ll go to your friends, family members, or coworkers to lament about everything you’re doing wrong.

Sometimes they’ll even go online and try to tarnish your reputation virtually.

Withholding Behaviors

A narcissist might try to withhold affection, money, or other resources in a fit of rage.

This creates an especially problematic dynamic if you’re in a relationship with a narcissist who has full control over certain domains of your life.

Over time, this can lead to you feeling entirely dependent on the narcissist (which is always a serious red flag).

Dramatic Self-Deprecating Statements

Dramatic Self-Deprecating Statements

Nothing I do is right!

I’m just worthless. Nobody loves me.

Many narcissists have a victim mindset, so they’ll use these statements as a way to seek empathy and validation from others.

If you rescue their feelings, it only reinforces narcissistic behavior.

Narc Rage Vs Normal Rage

Everyone experiences anger, but people with personality disorders often have extreme rage that affects their everyday life.

When they feel angry, it’s like they have no ability to control their mood or behavior. Like a toddler, they melt down without thinking about the consequences.

Normal rage usually has a specific, reasonable trigger. For example, someone might get angry finding out that their partner cheated on them or that they lost their job.

These are perfectly valid reasons to feel angry. In these cases, the frustration doesn’t escalate to verbal or physical aggression.

Someone with typical anger may use healthy coping skills to help them regulate.

They usually feel embarrassed by their actions, so they make more of an effort to work on their emotions.

But narcissistic rage transcends normal emotional responses. When a narcissist is angry, it’s like they feel blinded by their own needs and emotions.

They don’t consider other people. They don’t really even think of the consequences of their aggressive behavior- they need to attack.

What Makes a Narcissist Angry and Triggers a Rage?

What Makes a Narcissist Angry and Triggers a Rage

A narcissist’s self-esteem never feels solid or secure. Even though they act confident, they experience low self-esteem that can be threatened by seemingly any trigger.

Anger acts as their primary defense mechanism- it’s how they simultaneously keep people close (because they feel scared) while also pushing them away.

Anything can trigger narcissistic rage, but some of the common triggers include:

  • being told no
  • being given a boundary
  • someone not showing much interest in them
  • losing something of value (relationship, job, status)
  • someone else winning or being happy
  • experiencing a narcissistic injury
  • being given the silent treatment by someone else
  • getting their behavior called out

How Long Does Narcissistic Rage Last?

Narcissistic rage can last anywhere from just a few minutes to several days.

In extreme cases, the rage can be indefinite (which often speaks to when narcissists suddenly cut off family members or other important people in their life).

In most cases, the rage dissipates after the narcissist gets what they want.

How Does a Narcissist Feel After a Rage?

It depends. Not all angry outbursts even register to the narcissist. Some narcissists will simply dismiss their reaction as entirely normal, and it won’t affect them whatsoever.

They might also be so used to being in a perpetual state of anger that they don’t even realize its true impact.

Other narcissists might feel some remorse or guilt.

These feelings usually have more to do with fearing specific consequences (you pulling away, them getting in trouble, their fragile self-esteem getting hurt) than actually feeling bad.


Why Are Narcissists So Angry?

Why Are Narcissists So Angry

People with narcissistic personality disorder lack a strong sense of self. They don’t have much of an ability to validate themselves, and they struggle to experience empathy toward others.

They also rely on narcissistic supply to provide them with validation and approval.

When things don’t go their way, their narcissistic traits emerge, which can manifest as extreme anger.

Does Everyone With Narcissistic Personalities Experience Rage?

Yes, although that rage can look different for everyone. Some narcissists are extremely direct with their anger and become volatile in their everyday life. Others are more covert.

They might not appear outwardly upset, but they’ll self-destruct or hurt others in indirect ways.

What Are Narcissistic Rage Eyes?

Narcissistic rage sometimes first shows up in a narcissist’s eyes. They can look lifeless and even demonic.

Some people describe a narcissist watching them as getting death-stared.

There’s this instant sense that you’re in immediate danger and that something bad will happen.

What Happens After Narcissistic Rage?

Many narcissists act like nothing happened after cooling down from their angry outbursts.

Some narcissists will even get angry or offended if you feel upset by their behavior. If they’re over it, they expect that you are as well.

Other narcissists justify their rage. They will blame others for why they got upset.

They will focus on how they were wronged and demand apologies or changed behaviors.

Can Anything Help Prevent Narcissistic Rage?

People often ask themselves this because they feel exhausted and overwhelmed.

Keep in mind that narcissistic rage isn’t your fault. You are not responsible for their anger, and you’re also not responsible for managing their every trigger.

You can’t present narcissistic rage, but you can focus on your own mental health and self-worth.

The more you pay attention to your own life, the less affected you will feel by the narcissist’s behavior.

How Should You Respond to Narcissistic Abuse?

Don’t give in just for the sake of avoiding a narcissistic meltdown. The best thing you can do to disarm a narcissist is either ignore the situation or remain calm in the face of their anger.

Remember that you’re allowed to have and maintain boundaries. Nobody has the inherent right to treat you disrespectfully.

Can a Mental Health Professional Help People With Narcissistic Rage?

If you personally experience narcissistic rage, it may be beneficial to seek professional help.

Self-reflection is the first step toward change. Untangling yourself from narcissistic vulnerability requires significant time, effort, and willingness.

However, learning how to cope with your emotions more constructively is possible. 

46 thoughts on “What is Narcissistic Rage?”

  1. I accepted a manager position for county government and I quit after 2 years because I was getting depressed and physically sick and couldn’t pinpoint why after enjoying years of good health. The management team i worked with consisted of a director, assistant director, prog manager and a budget manager who were all narcissist. I am a mental health prof who has worked in the field of mental health for 20+ years and not even having prior knowledge of this personality type helped me. I often wondered about this peculiar bunch that by all appearance seemed professional and appeared to get along so well.

    • I been reading alot on this i was trying to figure alot of stuff about my ex we bought a house together and all the stuff i have read it was him to a t…i had to put a protection order just to keep my kids and safe from everything…the people who are have this needs to get help it really screws with emotions…i was a reck but im just working on me ….to build my.self up to ware i was

  2. Thank you for all the information, this article really relates to my mother, and the abuse my husband and I have received from her. It’s never ending, I pray for patience but most of the time it doesn’t work.

  3. i cant get out of this every characteristic you point out is her.I am broke and i cant win.Please i need help to get away from this i believe she is the best . My children see this but they think it is normal.She has her friends convinced it is me. she is several steps ahead to cover her tracks .The rage is unbelievable i called the police one time made out a report do not know what she wrote it is on record also i called 911. she is a true narcissist according to every thing i read.How can i prove this if i go to court to save my sanity .

    • I hear you! I fear for my sanity also. If I can’t get to school now after 2 years of waiting and trying to go, I feel I will go down into despair. I don’t have a car I don’t have money I can’t get a ride, there are no buses in my city. If I work I will not make any money because my benefits would be cut. I am not allowed anything over 30$ a month on SSI. It is different than SSD! SSD gets almost 2times more a month AND they can work without being penalized! The system is designed to keep people on it and dependent and the people running it abuse their power. I cannot take any more of this! I need to get to school so I can earn enough to support myself and I can’t wait any more! I need a therapist who is trained in this! Most therapists DO NOT understand and make it worse! It seems their are nothing but evil abusers, Narcissits, and Unfeeling, uncaring, I don’t have time for you, type of people out there any more! And I am talking about people who are supposed to be helping me!

      • My Narc turned everyone against me too! Please know that there are others out here who care and who are not like that! I will include you in my prayers. I wish you well in dealing with your problems and hope things get better for you. God tells us in His word to turn to Him and to ask for His help and He promises to help those of His children who love Him and follow Him. I have found that when I tried to rely on myself and others for help it got me absolutely no where! When I turned to God and asked for His help, He did answer me. I did get help with some of my problems, but not everything yet. Have faith and trust in God to care for you and ask to be shown the path God wants you to follow. Being thankful and counting your blessings is what works! God has promised to hear the prayers of the righteous and to save the oppressed in times of trouble! Then, when He delivers you remember to Thank and Praise Him!!!

      • Amen to that! I’ve read and learned and cried wanting out but stuck in the cycle. 3 years and many hoovering, and getting sucked back in. I lost my mom in April, I finally turned to what I thought was my last hope. I had gone back for worse things and now I needed a way out. I begged and cried and prayed for help to end this mind torture. And I’m proud to say I’m 31 days NO CONTACT. I feel so good, I’m almost myself again! He still hoovering and now rage but I’m staying strong. Thank you God!

      • I know the pain, ya the system sucks, you are treated as a customer not somebody who wants to get ahead.The system wants to keep you poor cause they are trying to keep their job. Best thing you can do is be a inventing artist this way you can create a business that can repeat yearly service or need.I started my business with a leaf blower and grew into many talents.Don’t get caught up with one customer because they will own you ,have many customers so you can replace toxic customers. And don’t work for a company be your own person .When your in your business they can’t fire you you firer them. I fought very hard to keep controlling people out of my life.You can adjust your hour in business for yourself and if you work for a company on the side tell no one at work what you do cause the company will rob you of time and hours as to keep you codependency ❤️ Brain storm and be creative in your design so it can fly.

    • Documente everything! And I mean everything no matter how small! Get a journal and try not to react to the manipulations.
      They will rage for what they precleve in their sick twisted minds as an attack even though there is none. Great resources are on u-tube. They will give you the knowledge and skills on how to deal with these very very mental ill people. Resources are Kim Wilson TV , Sam Vakin and Richard Grannon. There are others. Be selective. Most of all know this!! You are not crazy! What they are doing is very calculated cruel and intentional. Protect your privacy and if you have any social media ei… facebook,pinterest
      or linkin change your security settings to private. They love to spy and stalk you. Be careful who you discuss and share your personal information with.They are notorisis at recruiting people to gather person information on you and then use it against you. Painful and difficult to hear and believe… yes I know but very real and true. Look up( the narcissist’s flying monkeys and abuse by proxy) you will better understand what going on. Don’t say anything in front of your children that you dont’ want their grandmother to know!!! Very important!!! Research and learn as much as you possible can about NPD!! GOD BLESS AND GOOD LUCK!!! YOU ARE STRONGER THEN YOU THINK!!!!❤

    • It makes it especially hard for us men, because of the societal gender stereotype and lack of support groups specifically for emotionally abused men. I am glad to see another speaking out about this type of abuse.

  4. The fight me and my STBX got in where I finally left was a perfect example of this. HE had turned off the air conditioner but asked me if I did, I said in a semi whiny voice “I didn’t do it” he was already in a bad mood so he sarcastically said something about how if I used that defense in court I’d be a laughing stock. He said something about murder and saying “I didn’t do it” and I said “there’s a huge difference between turning off the air conditioner and murder”. Whoops. This enraged him. Did I really think he was SO stupid that didn’t know the difference between murder and an air conditioner? I was a condescending B—h. Stuff started getting thrown. I started getting called all kinds of names. And “after everything I put him through” I was supposed to just sit there and take it.
    It devolved from there. I wound up leaving him that night.

    • Comments like HIS are no joke. Get away from him as that sounds like a perceived offense which he will need to get back at you for. In my experience, a narcissist is more than willing to go to the extent of setting you up to discredit you or unfairly get you in trouble with law. It is unbelievable what they will do to discredit and humiliate you and no one will believe you because they play you off against them well in advance. The person I have encountered is amazingly good at identifying a persons insecurity and using that insecurity to turn them against you. It has always amazed me the hatred I have encountered from people I have never… met until I worked this shit out. These people are very sneaky and scary. Do not offend one as they will not stop. Good luck.

      • My wife is such a manipulator she will use the law or even child protective services to manipulate and control things. when she disagrees with children discipline she will tell our children to tell their teachers at school. She posts comments about our disagreements on her Facebook page in order to get others to agree her. She then uses that agreement as justification for her behavior and further denigration of me. She constantly mocks, demeans and denigrates me in order to make herself feel better. She knows the law and the fact that if the police are called for domestic dispute in this state the male will have to leave the home regardless of who is at fault. As a result, during her rages she tries to bait me into doing something that she can use against me with the police.

    • There end justifies their means cause they don’t want to take responsibility for actions they are right when they are right and right when they are wrong. I hate narciss with a passion. Walk away good for you.

  5. I am a divorced 56 year old man who, due to financial problems, lives with my Mother. It’s an average sized 2 story, 3 bedroom town house with a basement. It could be a mansion but still not big enough for my narcissistic mother and myself. She has all but 2 of the classic narcissistic traits from the latest edition DSM. Diagnostic and statictical manual which is used by all mental health pros. My problem is that I am running out of patience to the point where I truly wish one of us would die. I have made a couple half hearted suicide attempts but never ever put a hand on her. I cannot tolerate the put-downs, lack of respect/privacy, the “everything is my fault” attitude etc etc. The worst thing is that I have 2 biological daughters and my mother treats the 31 year old like a queen and ignores the 24 year old. I mean she has not seen or even made an attempt to see her. She never seemed to care about my younger daughter from the day she was born. Before my Dad passed away in 2008 we would all spend Xmas together lie a normal family. Now she will send my youngest a $50 check. In 2013 I must have heard my mother say to me “I didn’t get a thank you note from ______”. My daughter wrote one and I saw the envelope at my ex wife’s house (where she lives). Somehow the envelope never made it to my mother. I told her “_____sent it!!!!”, every time she whined and/or screamed about it. In 2014 I told my daughter to write the undeserving thank you note and I will hand deliver it. My ex and daughter were thinking of sending the check back with a note stating “thanks, but no thanks”. I told my daughter to take the money and spend it, go out and have a good time. “If you send the note back she wins” is what I told them and we agreed. The thing that baffles my mind is that my mother goes into a rage when I poliitely tell her how ignoring ______ hurts me. Give me 3 minutes and I gaurentee she will scream. But not when there is someone else there. She is good at hiding her rage in front of others. I don’t think she is too stupid to realize how that effects me. I believe she just does not give a $#$%!!! Anyone got any suggestions on how to endure this emotional abuse for about 3 more months, when I should be in better financial shape to get myself a home. And here’s another problem where I will listen to all suggestions! I fear she is going to leave her house (which my Dad busted his rear to pay for while mother just sat on her rear) to my older daughter and leave nothing to my younger daughter and myself. My older daughter already has a nicer house which mother helped her buy. Is there anything I can legally do to make sure ______ and myself get our share? Anyone, please help, ADVICE NEEDED!! Thank you.

    • I am dealing with a bad spot myself… Not with a parent, but a spouse. He is a fantastic manipulator and much to my personal horror has pushed me to limits where I myself was exhibiting unacceptable behaviors – I didn’t even know who I was anymore! Therapy helps if you can afford it. If not, start reading some books on boundaries as setting good boundaries will help you feel more in control of yourself and less reactive to the N in your life (which helps by removing fuel, tho there may be an initial backlash).
      What about the relationship between your daughters? If they are good sisters to one another, perhaps the older could take the inheritance and then pass along her extra assets to the younger. I know this doesn’t fix the relationship between you and your mom or your younger child with her grandmother, but it is a sort of practical resolution at the least.
      Best of luck and God bless!

    • Sounds like my a••hole father same way the golden child that is sad because the golden child doesn’t know what pain others suffer. Go no contact the hell with toxic behavior. Every day I say I am glad my father is dead.And read every day on narcissist people for your own mental health. Narciss are nothing but their puke on the ground is in them.And keep your children away from them because she will turn them against you nothing but poisoning the well 💕

    • You shouldn’t be expecting anyone to make life easier. Life is unfair, but we have to keep our hope in God, not people. If your mom wants to make her will to only one person and actually keep it for herself, then are you going to be angry at your oldest daughter for the gift she got? See how it all gets so ugly so fast? Just work, pay for your own way in life, walk gently in this world and get away from your mom. Just because she is your mom, you knew how she was and still moved in. Wouldn’t have renting a room somewhere been better than a house full of anger and bad memories being made? We have to choose walking in love, overlooking wrongs as best we can, especially if we have fallen and need someone to get us through.. and they are horrible to you for being there. Pray, trust God, get your heart right about your mom so ‘things may go well with you’.. that’s what the bible says! I’m going to pray for you, Mark.. I hope you get your life in order and don’t weigh out what you feel is your due. Life doesn’t go like we want it to. We grow and learn.

  6. I am on SSI and live in a SIL(semi-independent living)apartment. I was married for 18 years and had 3 kids with him. He hooked me onto drugs and blamed me for everything and then when I was good and hooked he divorced me saying I was an unfit mother and I did not have an attorney and was actively using at the time of the divorce. I lost my children. I lost the house. We had a nice house and he worked at GM for 25 years and made good money. we had 2 newer cars and a boat and he had pension and GM stock, etc. I was awarded only my personal belongings and 1 room of furniture. He never gave me that either! My parents refused to help me so I wouldn’t lose everything and my mom took over my kids when I tried in the past to leave abusive husband. and made it so intolerable with her abuse I went back when he called. Anyway I lost everything and my whole life I didn’t have control over money. I had a cosmetology license but he refused to make payment for renewal thereby making sure I couldn’t ever leave or support myself and I have been the scapegoat of my family all my life and to his family and to my next husband’s family. My mother smear campaigned me to EVERYONE! My whole family, my church, brothers husbands and even my children. HOW CAN I GET OUT OF THIS SITUATION? I THOUGHT COLLEGE. I START TOMORROW BUT NO CAR NO RIDE! I can’t work or they will cut my benefits and I will end up with no more than I get now but I would be working 20 hrs. a week and stuck in minimum wage!

    • It all sounds like text book narciss, boy I hate narciss same thing happened to me. Fight start a new life go no contact. People believe what they want to believe walk away and don’t look back . And live a good life.❤️😊 I wish I could point just like the junk guy and tinkle tinkle they would disappear 😹 That would be nice.

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  8. I’m sorry, i know this is highly unethical to talk about.

    I’ve worked in my family business for over 15 years. For many years, i had tried to pin point just why i was feeling so depressed. I used to love my job, my life and everyone around me. I’ve had been turned in to an absolute wreck, a monster, someone i hate. Why? well you’ve read the article and perhaps a 100 more.

    An employee here had completely ruined my reputation. I was turned in to the office joke and a walking punching bag for this guy and his fellow ‘yes men’. When you’ve been working in a field for 15 years, you gain experience and a great reputation – to have a junior walk in your room who is under the master manipulation of a narc, and then questions your ability to perform when instead you should receive respect – you know somethings wrong.

    Being a family business, you would expect your family to step in. Unfortunately, they too were under his spell. ‘You think too much into it’, ‘you are too emotional’ I only persisted until their eyes started rolling when ever i mentioned his name. I knew something had to be done.

    So, i looked up office bullying and ways to stop it. I couldn’t help but notice the amount of times narcissism showed up on googles results. So i read into it. Soon, i was glued to my screen. I couldn’t believe how accurately it described him. Although I’m NO mental health expert, many would agree that if it quaks like a duck, waddles like a duck then its a god damn DUCK. I knew, without a shadow of a doubt that i was dealing with a narcissist. What i was really ecstatic about was just how simple it was to upset one. Now, me and this guy are about the same size. I knew that he would eventually get violent should i go too far with trying to upset him. But, i was ok with that. Do not attempt this unless you are too. The best remedy for a narcissist is to leave them forever – as the professionals in the field say.

    But, i needed to go further. I mean, this guy wanted me to fail miserably. He turned my family against me. I lost friends because of him. And to him, this was all a game. For me, gaining the family business under my control again was imperative – i couldn’t even take out the garbage without someone laughing at me implying that this would be my best attempt to show my worth. So i talked to one of his many enemies, one that went to school with him. He said, that because of his horse’ish looks they would sing the Mr Ed the talking horse jingle to tease him. He apparently almost had a mental break down. This was sugar to me. That Monday, you know exactly what i did. I played that song all day long. But he kept quite. So i continued the next day, but i added a few more tunes to the mix. Horses – by Daryl Braithwaite and the Horse with no name by Americana. By thursday, he had written a lengthy letter to our Boss (My Father). Unfortunately for him, my father didn’t want to get involved, plus he is my father whats he going to do sack me? I continued. Soon, just about every thing i talked about were horses, hay etc. I even found a 12hour video on youtube that played horse noises. Within three weeks, he lost his control he wanted to fight. I was ready, so i confronted him – but he did didily squat. I stood there in front of the entire office, and said what the hells this guys problem? I’m just sitting in my room listening to music and the idiot wants to fight me! He couldn’t bring himself to admit why he was so upset. And so i continued. Now, he is depressed and walks on egg shells around me. If I hear his voice, i start to hum the tunes. Apparently he is looking for a new job, but is so depressed that he can’t bring himself to go to an interview and no, i do not feel bad or sorry.

    People say Karma, i say this was HIS karma not mine.

    Good luck to all out there dealing with this kind of filth. I re-iterate the point that you should never mess with a narcissist, unless of course you know you can handle your self and have no other option when your backs against the wall.

    • This EXACTLY my situation!!! Only we work together in a small family owned business and not owned by either one of us, and we are females. For 4 years now I’ve been dealing with this basket case! I’ve worked at this place for 6 years now her 4, I’ve worked very hard to get the pay I make and not a lot of other job opportunities in my small town. I have gone at this issue in every way possible and it’s fascinating now that I know what I’m dealing with on how she behaves from day to day. Not that it makes my life any better but now I know the problem is not me and I’ve built myself back up from her wrath. I’m truly afraid someday I’m going to give into needing satisfaction/relief/karma/ whatever ya wanna call it. She has gone as far as physically hitting her dog when she’s in her way, that alone makes me want to beat her. This is a very horrible disorder and I find myself researching about narcs and just trying to educate myself on how to deal with this problem on a daily basis. I have never in my 36 years met someone like this and I just can’t understand it!!!! Reading others similar experiences helps me feel not so alone. Thanks for sharing.

  9. My father is a raging narcissist. His alcoholism and narcissism ruined our lives and his. He lost a very good job because of it. He was eventually asked to move out because of his threats to kill family pets if he didn’t get his way. Seriously. While still married to my mother, he apparently started living with some other woman who is also an alcoholic. He lied to the whole family…told us she was a he, just a friend, blablabla…when the truth was discovered, he lied about her. He said she threatened him and was blackmailing him, blablabla. Said he didn’t want her in his life, wanted to get back together with Mom (this was said to Mom several times over the years—his lies constantly changing the story–I want you, I hate you, I want you, I hate you…so confusing and he was verbally and emotionally abusive too. While my mother was suddenly ill with a mysterious sickness and not in her right mind, he MOVED ANOTHER WOMAN INTO THE FAMILY HOME where my Mom had been living for several years alone because of his additions and toxic behavior and threats. And he took THAT WOMAN to the NURSING HOME where Mom was staying and LIED TO HER about how this woman was HER FRIEND…NOT telling her that the woman was actually his GIRLFRIEND, whom he was cheating on Mom with!! He LITERALLY put another woman in Mom’s place—living HER life, living in HER house, using HER things. Disgusting. And tried to force us to accept this woman and “be a family?!?!?” Seriously. We believe Mom’s illness could have been triggered by his years of cheating, lies, and back-and-forth as after intensive tests and over a year in care and out of her home, they could find no cause other than stress and anxiety. Mom finally died of a heart attack 11 months after he moved another woman into her home. He is a cruel man. He is withholding many of Mom’s things and living in the house with that woman. Given her some of Mom’s jewelry, etc. Living with her every day sitting at the kitchen table my parents bought after their WEDDING. And yet, in HIS mind, we are horrible, ungrateful, cruel kids. Greedy kids. Nasty kids. Because we don’t like what he has done and disapprove. He is the victim here, in his mind. He forced us to sit around the wedding kitchen table and HOLD HANDS with THAT WOMAN and say grace, he called that woman by his nickname for our MOM, right in front of us, and didn’t even notice. And now he threatens us and says we need to just get over it and let’s all be a family. People, THIS is how a raging narcissist acts. Imagine what one can do in a high office of great power.

    • Your last sentence is a very scary thought indeed, and is now one we are all actually now living with the current occupant in the White House. If people have never experienced a narcissistic persons behaviors, they are about to get a crash course with Trump.

      • We experienced it with the Obamas and Hillary Clinton to name only the more recent. The personality disordered list in politics goes back to Founding Fathers.

  10. I wonder how much this article peaked since the election of Trump, specifically the ban. Helps making the case for companies and organisations to stop supporting the US.

  11. My ex wife is a classic narcissist. I didn’t realise until I started researching what the issues were with our relationship.

    The most annoying thing about the relationship is that after 12 years I no longer have any idea what a normal relationship is like. We have 3 great children but the marriage was loveless, sexless and she oscilated between extended periods of silence followed by totally unpredictable violent fits of rage. The kind where she was screaming with blood vessels showing in her face.

    After 3 different marriage counsellors we got nowhere then on the 4th attempt found one that was good. Her idea was to come together, come back individually, then come back together again at the end. Guess what happened prior to the last meeting ? She cancelled When I asked how her session had gone I was told that it was “none of my business” So, thats kind of when I got it.

    The frustrating thing I have found with her (as have others) is a total unwillingness to share any kind of information. She refuses to answer even the most basic question. For example, “Are you taking the children swimming this morning?” Answer “I am trying to get them breakfast” It is totally infuriating.
    Hanging up mid phonecall is a totally normal occurrence if the call is not to her liking.

    Is this something other people have come across ?

    Until recently I have been totally at my wits end though I am starting to understand where it’s coming from. She is still told by her parents (at the age of 42) how special she is. She was 30 when I met her and she remarked later how “virginal” and atractive she must have appeared. Virginal ??? At the age of 30 ? Seriously. For the record she was not.

    When we finally broke up it was partly because she had been on an extended binge drinking session which ended with her dishing out verbal abuse to me, vomiting and trying to get into bed with one of our children. To her this was normal….as long as it didn’t happen all the time. The year prior, whilst wasted , she tried to get out of a moving taxi, got home and lay on the driveway . No problem with alcohol though, just likes a drink…….Her parents had to carry her home from an adult party at 7pm because she couldn’t stand up and blamed me for letting it get to that stage. I could go on but its boring.

    She ended it by asking me to leave (which I did) and ended up not going back to the house. Subsequently I lost my job and she now says “Everyone wonders how you can look at yourself in the mirror having left your family”

    So what I would say to people who are on the receiving end. It is ultra – difficult to deal with. But, the only way to stop losing your mind is to ignore as much as possible and treat them as if they are a sick person. Trying to understand the verbal outbursts and irrational behaviour only serves to drive yourself insane.

    Thank God for the internet, without it I would have no idea what was going on

    • Wow, yes, no questions ever answered!
      Yes, hangs up phone!
      Yes, raging functioning yet black out drunk!
      Yes verbal emotional physical abuse!
      Threatens to kill me, kill himself by drinking to death !
      Actually said he’s a sociopath!
      Admitted to never loving except for me of course! Right!
      So much more, and I’m 46, can’t believe I have come across a human with such rage conviction force yet so passionate charming and incredibly sexy on the once a month moment he decides he’s ready for intimacy .
      I am blown away by what I’ve read here, what I’m experiencing and living with such terror.

      Thank you all, this is so sad but helps to understand a little more how real it is!

    • Russ, yes yes yes. For 2 years I thought something was wrong with me. I did not know people like this existed. I have a beautiful boy with her and she’s prego with another right now. I have zero desire to be with her but I’d love to wake up with them and help spare them from this nonsense.

  12. The rages are premeditated to avoid third parties intervening or witnessing these attacks. They aren’t a hot temper they are callous deliberate and the target has no idea of how they triggered the narcissist.
    The victim is completely lean the dark, once the line is crossed the rages are frequent, my narcissist repressed his full blown rage for two years, once he crossed the line they were a weekly event.

    Extremely traumatic to be on the receiving end of this, it feels like rape all you can do is escape quietly and go no contact. It’s their cold detachment and personalised attack coupled with a time to maximise th impact of the abuse. They can repress but have chosen not to do that.

    They’ll blame you for their behaviour adding to the surreal nature of the terror they have instilled, they are highly aroused during raging which is creepy.

  13. After 48 years of manipulative abuse from my narcissistic brother, I cut the cord. No contact for almost five months. I gave up an inheritance (which he, as executor of my mother’s estate, refuses to release). I endured decades of his obscenities, his tantrums, his violence, his manipulations. He built his wealth on the backs of my hard-working parents, manipulated his way into being their Power of Attorney, and then refused to honor their testamentary wishes. I’d rather start from zero (financially) and re-build my wealth and self-esteem without the stress of a dealing with a narcissist. It’s not worth it. There’s no “half-way” in this case; every time he “apologizes,” it’s a set-up for bigger abuse in the future. I have never felt more free and happy than I do today. Gone is . . the gut-wrenching dread associated with seeing my brother on holidays, enduring his abuse just because he is “family.” No more. I surround myself with good friends, and with each day of “no contact,” the sun shines brighter than I’ve ever seen it.

    • Wow. What a weird situation. Is he your full brother? Not half or step? Do you know how he developed that personality disorder? Did u see it coming?

  14. AWESOME Article! Bravo to author and contributors. What an excellent resource that validates my life and many others, in concrete accurate ways.
    Thank You Alexander Burgemeester! Well Done.

  15. One of the first clues I had about my girlfriend’s narcissistic profile was the amount of negative energy she displayed in ordinary conversation. A common phrase she used for all sorts of things and situations was “I hate . . . “, and there was much that she hated from politics to consumer issues, particular persons or institutions, clothing styles, American “values” (European manners and morals were generally superior), certain movies, TV in general, various tastes in food, furniture, automobiles, you name it. When I once stated, “my, it just seems you HATE so many things!” it set her back because it was so blatant. From then on she started to correct herself by substituting other words and phrases for “I hate . . ” But the negative energy was still there, and it really put me on guard and prepared me when that energy was turned on me.

    Advice: Don’t hang on. That negative energy will never go away, and you can expect a pattern of rage to continue forever. And snobbery is a tell-tale, ugly flaw of the unhappy narcissist.

  16. My boyfriend is a narcissist. There are good things about him and good parts of his personality but if I dare to disagree with him about something he will lecture me until I give in and call me stupid or naive if I don’t give in; If I don’t say thank you loudly enough or gratefully enough then I have injured his ego and I will suffer the wrath either then or he will keep it in until he spits it out in a rage later. If I am feeling particularly brave and mildly criticize him then he gets very angry and usually goes on to tell me all of my flaws in response. Basically I try to keep on his good side, but if I am tired or relaxed after having a couple of drinks then I just can’t be bothered to hold my tongue and if I haven’t shown him enough adoring respect for one reason or another then the Narcissistic Rage arrives. It looks like he is rushing into the room to hit me but he stops short of doing that , sometimes he may slam a door and rant and rave or hit a wall. But the worst thing is emotional aspect, whenever we argue, and I mean EVERY time, he turns the argument around to tear me apart for everything I do wrong and that every problem not matter what it is , is turned around to the fact that I am messy and untidy and therefore he calls me a b%tch and it is my fault that he has gone into a rage because I cause him to be unhappy. He will NEVER admit to having an ego problem and will NEVER admit to being wrong. Sometimes I feel angry at his parents for raising a son that thinks he has the right to feel so superior and entitled. The sad thing is the negativity that he emits – any issue is a massive problem, he doesnt see solutions only hassles that a man as great as him shouldnt have to deal with, he treats any problem as if its the end of the world and he is angry about having to sort it out, any poor driving on the road upsets him unreasonably – a 5 minute drive to work has my stomach in knots due to vibe of unnecessary anger. I wish he would learn to be happy and not expect to get his joy out of other people appreciating him. Maybe therapy would help but he would only go on and on about how its all my fault which i just don’t have the stomach for.

  17. There’s no possible way to have a happy and healthy or safe and secure relationship of any kind (family member, significant other, “friend”, co-worker, neighbor…) with a narcissist because of their poor self-esteem and the constant burden/demand they place on the backs of others (even their own children) to bolster their egos.

    The problem is that narcissists are always filled with anger because of their feelings of inferiority, so they must constantly downgrade whomever (even pets) to feel make them feel superior.

    I was involved with the two types of narcissists…one was passive-aggressive and the other aggressive. The passive one set out to destroy my self-confidence and professional career, and the aggressive one verbally and brutally assaulted me numerous times in attempt to kill me, and set out to destroy my family relationships, my self-confidence, and my professional career.

    I have 2 sisters who are passive-aggressive types of narcissists,

    And as a registered nurse, I’ve had many, many encounters with jealous, narcissistic bosses and co-workers who bullied me out of my jobs, because they were lazy, incompetent, unethical, and abusive to patients, and I’m a good nurse.

    The passive-aggressive (cowardly) narcissists are the most dangerous, since there’s little or no warning of attacks, and their attacks on others are often completely unprovoked. In other words, there’s nothing you need to say or do to trigger an attack.

    You don’t even need to know them for them be secretly jealous of you and plan an attack on you.

    And if they do know you, the only thing you need to do to trigger an attack is to be your happy go lucky, successful self.

    My best advice to those out there who aren’t narcissists is to test the self-esteem of potential friends and significant others to see what reaction you get.

    For example, break a lunch date at last minute, or be 10 minutes late in arriving to lunch and don’t call to let him/her know you’re running late. I know it sounds inconsiderate, but a normal, healthy minded person wouldn’t be at all bothered by an occasional last minute change in plans or if you’re running late.

    On the contrary, a narcissist will go ballistic in one way passive-aggressive, or aggressive way or another. A passive-aggressive person will likely retaliate by doing the same thing to you that you did to he/she, and an aggressive person will likely show facial expressions and body language of anger…red face…huffy-puffy body language, and possibly resort to yelling at you.

    For example, I was once dating a narcissist who flew into a fit of rage and threatened to punch me in the face because I backed away when he moved forward to kiss me, because I noticed a cold sore on his lip.

    I cannot stress enough the danger to yourself, children, family, and pets by getting involved with a narcissist.

    A friendship or relationship with narcissists is pure, miserable hell, and a narcissist will not stop until they destroy those whom they feel jealous anger towards.

  18. My narc sister has been trying to steal the inheritance. I am taking her to court and of course, I am winning. However, I am afraid of her rage and possible violent behavior. We have an order of protection in place. Nevertheless, I am still concerned. I wonder how many people with NPD actually go on to kill their victims.

  19. So many of these stories touch a chord for me. Both my father and older sister are narcissists who have a ‘public persona’ and a ‘family persona’

    The older sister constantly describes our father as ‘ deceptive, vengeful, manipulative, twisted’ yet she is actually the worse of the two.

    She was diagnosed with late stage cancer 2 years ago which she took as a massive insult and is now only weeks away from death.

    I have tried so hard to be there for her when she has been at her lowest ebb but as soon as she feels better she spends all her time meeting friends who tell her how wonderful and amazing she is .

    A few days ago we had a discussion, I was upset because she was deliberately not answering my text messages and she accused me of constantly checking up on her and that my anxiety (i.e. concern) was stressing her out.

    I have been trying to heal the past as I have so few relatives left, and have taken some time off work to try and prepare myself for the 3rd close family bereavement I will have in 5 years. She is furious that I have done so and I tried to explain in a clear, non-accusatory email how I felt but in return I received a vitriolic, venomous reply stating she now wanted “to spend even less time with me than before” and that I wasn’t to contact or see her again before Christmas Day (when we are all expected to play happy families)

    I was so disgusted with the content of this email I actually feel now that I don’t want to see her again or even attend her funeral .

    The truth is I have been grieving for the loss of a sister who hasn’t actually existed for years, the one who used to give me backies on her bike and walk to school with.

    Social Media plays a huge part in her life. She constantly airbrushes photos of herself and adds pictures of every coffee and meal out to her Instagram account. When not showing people what an amazing wonderful life she has she is constantly messaging friends through FB or email.

    She won’t , however, reply to my daily texts asking how she is. I’ve read a few articles about NPD and I realise she took my email as a personal insult ( it wasn’t, as any rational person would have been able to see) As such she has flown into a Narcissistic Rage and deliberately tried to hurt me. Unbeknownst to her this has actually backfired as it has finally exposed to me just how nasty and evil she is capable of being.

    She knows I will be deeply affected by her death and so she is yielding her one last weapon to intensify this hurt by denying me the opportunity to have any healing conversations with her , prior to her impending death.

    Over the last 2 years she has deliberately withheld both good and bad news regarding her treatment progress from the family. Her friends, however, plus anyone else who happens to be around, get immediate updates.

    In many ways her passing will bring relief yet I am still deeply hurt and saddened thinking of the sister I have already lost.

    I also feel Incredibly sorry for her as I realise her NPD must come from deep insecurity and unhappiness.

    NPDs always hurt the ones they love the most. They only ever reveal their true selves to people they know won’t abandon them.

  20. Reading these posts I see both my mother and sister in them. They are both narcissists. My mother passed this year at 91 and my sister has taken over everything–the house (she got our Mom to give her POA). My sister didnt even go to see our mother when she was dying. I came in from the next state and told her our Mom was dying, but my sister already knew this, and withheld it from me. Thats because she didnt want to be bothered going to the nursing home, etc. My mother taught my sister well. My mother used to ignore me, insult me when I was a small child. My sister is 6 years younger than me and followed suit. Im also married 2 years now (Im 63) to a narcissist, whom is also passive agressive. Time didnt teach me any lessons as I was extremely needy for money at the time and husband has the means to support me easily. Im not going to get into a lengthy part of what he does, but after counseling, I see its no use. He wont change and even the counselor nailed him for his behavior, which never changes. He got worse after we got married

    So I learned to basically not be involved with him, just do my own thing. I pray and read my bible and ask for guidance. I feel peace but when hubby is around he steals it. In fact hubby steals and destroys the me inside my being. So Im done with him after such a short marriage. I told him I dont care at all anymore and just do as he pleases and leave me out of it. At my age I should have known better. I dont plan to stay with him, Im biding my time until I get SS and pension, then I’ll be gone. I want to live a happy life for how many years Ive got left.

  21. While married and seeing a marriage counselor, he was physically abusive one night. It appeared to come out of nowhere, as I was standing in the bathroom brushing my teeth one minute, and the next minute I was slammed into the toilet. In hindsight, he had consumed a large amount of bourbon a few hours before, and I had gently offered what I thought was a constructive way to deal with a contractor. Those two things turned on his explosive rage and led to my filing for divorce after 20 years of marriage. The police were contacted and they took statements from both of us. He made up a totally different story about what happened. Our statements were sent to the prosecutors office, and the prosecutor dismissed any charges. So because the narcissist is such a proficient and prolific liar, they get away with their abusive behavior. Before I could leave the house for good, he physically attacked me again. I called the police, we each gave our statements, he lied again, and nothing happened to him, again. It’s a special circle of hell that one lives in when you made the mistake of allowing a narcissist into your life!

  22. My younger sister was always vibrant and loved to grab the spotlight as a child. I was more reserved and didn’t mind not being in the spotlight. As we grew older and were raising our kids, I had a very good job as a paralegal and she was an assistant bank manager and an officer of the bank. Wherever we went she would find a way to tell the store clerk, or one of my inlaws, or anyone – “I’m a banker.” Then there were all the times she called me to rant about her boss after she had a few glasses of wine in the evening. The thing is – I always listened, comforted her, defended her. It was never enough. She finally got fired (but to this day brags about the severance package they gave her). Then she started working with her husband who had his own successful business. They are very successful together although he backs off when she gets angry and she has a quick temper. She has never wanted to hear about my successes. If I got an award, which I did, I felt like I had to play it down because she would get strangely quiet while congratulating me. Then when it came for my time to retire and my husband threw a nice retirement party. She didn’t show up. It was like she could not stand to see the accolades I received from all my friends and co-workers who attended. Now we are getting older. She now tells me that my husband is jealous of my relationship with her and that’s why he keeps busy when she visits or just comes in the room to interrupt us by asking me a question. The truth is, my husband is appalled by the way the conversations begin and end all about her.
    The latest episode involves her coming to visit me for the weekend. My husband was out of town. She got there and we had a glass of wine. On the way to dinner, in the car, she kept picking at me, other members of our family, our parents. She started telling stories of how mistreated she was by all of us. I couldn’t not recall these stories – so I said “where was I when this happened?” That was the catalyst for her to say I was not there for her. The more she drank at dinner the worse it got. She told me I was talking too loudly, that I had a bad habit of asking too many questions but (sarcastically) that was probably a biproduct of being in the business of the law. I leaned over close to her so I would not talk loudly and disagreed with her. Katie bar the door. She accused me of coming at her. By the time we got back to my house, she was in a rage. “F-you F-[our other sister]. After drinking way too much, she got in her car despite my begging her not to and drove the hour it takes back to her home. This was just a couple weeks ago. I have been reaching out on the internet to understand her behavior. I think she is a narcissist and I am co-dependent. I’m going to check into getting help for myself.

  23. A neighbour has been a problem for about a year now. having just read about narcissistic rage I’m sure she is a classic case. to previous outbursts over very trivial things culminated in the Third where she ripped up some flowers and neighbourhood planted and threw them in front of his car. after this, she pulled out some lawn edging I had installed in our common area threat over a fence.These trivial annoyances lead me to demand why she did this, at which she exploded in rage with threats and profanity.
    Despite being screamed at f*** off repeatedly I stood my ground and said I’m going nowhere which made her lose control completely & push me away in the face and then spat in my face.

    I disagree with your advice on dealing with such a situation; people like her need to be confronted with the truth and I called the police who interviewed both parties and then advised me to apply for a violence restraining order which I did.
    this woman has such a superiority complex and is convinced she can do whatever she wants including damage to property and theft.

    I’m 76 years old so being spat in my face is a covid risk; this damn fool doesn’t know the maximum penalty is 2 years jail. Now I’m starting a personal assault proceeding.


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